I cant...See...

16-19/9/2012

Waaaaao~
it finally happened on me~ is not like i want it!! just that.. it's been spreading it's dangerous, and now i got it ><

i went out last night~
my eyes started to be VERY disturbing~
so when i reached home~
i took off my lens~ but everything is still blur~ and pain  ><
was a bit light headed~ so i juz went to bed~

Nex morning i woke up~
eyes still blurred up!!
i was so scared~
it doesnt hurt anymore~
so i tot, i just woke up~ so it's acceptable if my eyes are blur~

BUT!! 2 hours later, it was still the same..
OMG!!!?
*******Panic********
and it hurtssssss!!
**********SCARED TO THE MAX************

called up a friend to fetch me to see a doctor~
but CLOSED! because its a public holiday~
DAMN!
we went to Watson, to get some eye solutions from the pharmacy~
OH GOD!!
i washed it~ i dripped it~
OMG!! IT'S KILLING MY EYES!!!!
its like burning!! something sharp poked it HARD!!!
the solutions and my tears are mixing together!!
T____________________T

THE HORROR!!!

That was day time~
now night time i went to this 24hrs clinic~
that doctor'' gave me something to drink''~
although i cant see clearly but i can say! it's water!!!
colour and taste!! =.=
useless clinic~!! no wonder u need to open up 24hrs to earn =.=

i stayed in my room..without oning any lights or curtain...
since i cant see~ what for having lights~
the breeze i had when i cant open my eyes...
feels so horrified.. ><

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The nex day, parents brought me to a eye specialist..
this auntie call me sit in the counter and call me open~
she rushed me~
I WAS LIKE, auntie give me time laaaa!!
Lol~
den she dripped something in my eyes~
and i OPENED IT~
it's a miracle!! =D

but everything is still blur..
i only can see the shapes~ like shadows~

Doctor said~
i injured my corneal~
the skin came off alittle~

he asked me : U like heart shape?
me : "wtf"? errrrrrrr
Doc : ur right eye shows a heart shape of ur skin came off
LOL!!!
wat a cute doctor~!!
left was juz a round circle...

he said~ ur daughter is dumb to wear lens~
but She's not fully dumb~
she knows it hurts and she took it off...
some they juz wear it coz wearing it, it's like something covering it, so it wont hurt so much..
so they will tot its a way to stop the pain, but actually making it worst and get eye infection xD
but ur daughter dumb enough to take it off to make it hurts..
LOL!!!
wthhh parents laughed =3=

Even after visiting the doc~
little while later when the medicine that the auntie dripped went off..
i continue to close my eyes..

i spend few days walking with my eyes close..
and using my hands and ears to assist me to get through...
its soooooooooo not easy.....

the emotional i had in the few days...
i know i will recover..
but the process of waiting to open my eyes back..
it's very torturing...
u cant do anything but sleep..cant even check on my phone ><
 the eye drops i need to drip~ one i drip every 4 hours~ one is every hour~
omg~ i sleep an hour wake up drip~ sleep an hour, drip~
if i dont sleep, there's nothing for me to do...
and with ur eyes closing... u seriously will automatically falls asleep xD hahahaa
the eye drops~ are like sharp needle dripping into ur eyes! ><

Few days later~ i recovered...
thank god =)

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i asked the doc, can i wear lens agn nex time~
better dont.. doctors dont encourage ppl to wear them...
specs are the safest~
 or u wan laser ~ LOL

me being stubborn as usual : not even one year later...
doc : no~
me : wearing in special occasions?
doc : do laser~ we have this here...
LOL!!

so expensive the doc charge >< Lol~~

I had the experience of almost getting blind...
it's very pitiful to those who cant see...
eyes are very important...

Outing with the pretteh ladehs~

15/9/2012

Finally!!! we meet each other~

after for such a long long time!!

me and yi lian seldom meet~

JoEe is the happiest one~

she meet us randomly~ either with me/yilian Lol

But today~ 3 of us are free~ ''cheersss'' <3333 p="p">

Having dinner @PitStop Cafe~ 

glad to have them~ keep snapping photos only xD hahahaa

like past life din take pics b4 xD hahahaa~

See~ ugly me eating~ like past life din eat before xD hahahaha!!

We went drinking after dinner~

is not to say addicted~ just that, it's nice~ 

u'll get what i mean right~

just like fb~ u dont really have any updates~ but ur just there scrolling~Lol!!

we went to Scott Garden~ 

we went to After Werk 1st~ 

we met a group of ppl~ 

well, this girl came over and say lets join table~ 

she dropped her cup on my friends seat''

we cant say no since the glass was all over our table?

so we went over~ juz talk watever~

they are old~ WE CAN SENSE IT~

but they tot WE ARE OLD?!! tats a BIG MISTAKE!!

WTF~!!!? hahahaahaha~

we met one EX' couple~ aka husband and wife..

they shared their story to us~ we were like~

serious? u guys are married, divorced and now friends, drinking together? LOL!!?

we were amazed~ ''claps for them'' xD hahahaa

and then i went to meet a friend (Janice's friend)~

just to get rid of the awkwardness~ LOL

sorry guys~ i dumped u there =X

it was my friend's bday~ he gave me a piece of cake~ THANKS XD

and he went over to save the day~ but they left

JoEe said, coz they realized our age~ 

hahahahaha! age gap alert xD DUHHH!!!

kinda sad!! we look old??!! ><

''cheers'' -- yao yi weng gaoooo (cantonese) (Y) 

After fetching Yi Lian back~ we went back to overtime~

this time we're meeting JoEe's friend~ 

and i learnt a new card game~

juz played for 2 hours like that den we're done~

dinner + 2 rounds of drinking~

Nice (Y)

one thing disturbing~

my eyes~ are hurting~ made me has this light headache~ ><

Thanks for thr night~ ''cheers'' :)

Janice's big day~

7-9-2012

Remember the girl i met in Pavilion~

my weekend job~

well she invited me to her bday party'

Thanks for the invitation girl~!!

honored to be invited~ coz juz knew each other =)

@Luna Bar, KL~ roof top, pool side bar~

Brought my bro' along~ Lol

''level up''~ Lol joke of the day~ xD

Birthday girl~ She doesnt look old seriously!!

juz like  my sis~ at that' age, but still look cute and young~

not like me~ i seem oldern than her >< iishh~ xD hahahaa

Met her colleague~ Chloe~ same like her!! pretty and young!! hahahaa~

im jelly =X hahaha~

 our blurred pictures~ hahahaa~ we were like so high' and its hot!!

our seat's fan spoiled~ we kinda sit beside the pool so it's open air~ so we cant feel the aircond!!

we went in to the toilet to get some wind/air!! LOL!!

Look at meeeee!! i look older den themm!! hahahahahahahahhaa!!

Thanks girl~ for the invitation~

and~

Happy Bday!! ''hearts!!"

u granted my wish? but u still owe me girl xD hehehee~ 

ignore the noob look~ but hey~

lookied the DJ <<< 

the pool~ and the pool side seats xD hahaa~

Working can ponteng too...

1-2/9/2012

Weekend job~ @Pavilion, KL~

So lazyyy!!! so far~ so tiring~ 

but thank goodness, i met Janice~

She lighten up my days there.. lol xD

she's older den me FEW years~ 

nearby my sis's age but Younger XD hahaha~

we blend in quite well with each other =)

too bad~ i'll be just meeting her for 2 days~ after that she's gone =(

but she taught me something new before she left~ xD

she taught me how to ''cheat''

with the clock in and out thing~ during lunch =X hahaha~

nice trick~ 

We had lunch~ we had fun~ it's nice~ hahahaa~

although 2 days short~ but it seems we know for a week~ 

thats good~ hahahaa~

Thanks for the tips girl ''hearts"

The day when Ying steps in Earth...

25-26/8/2012

Both days went to wing's cafe~

they just opened up~

25th, went with primary school friends~ played poker cards and the stacko thingy~

26th, went there to celebrate Ying's bday with secondary school friends xD hahaha

Played the same games again xD hahaha~
the stacko thingy~ written something on it~ so u need to do according to what it says when it falls~
LOL~ XD

It's been a while we din meet up with this piggy wiggy~ (DDPT de lo uu!!) xD

She's been busy~ but we chat alot on the fone to update each other xD hahahaa~

and yup~ it's her bday today~

so happy bday my dear bff~

i really wish u all the best~

i gave her a card~ Lol

every year we make a card for each other~

for the past few years was writing, i upgraded to typing xDhahahaha~

but still, how lame and traditional is that xD hahaha~

but... this is wat true friendship meant =)

Every single word i type' in there~ means how much i do care bout our friendship =)

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We had fun chatting talking and updating one another...

so yea~ we need this more often, instead of meeting up on someone's bday >< hahaha~

SHINee Ying~

 i bet she's gonna love it~
since last year oso writing this d =x hahaha~
Ying~ u've successful love'' them for one year~ or even more~
supports ur loyalty xD hahahaa~ jyjyjy xD

Love this pic to the MAX!! "HEARTSSSS" hahahaha
so ddpt lo~ this type of friend nowadays very hard to find d...
no matter taking pic or shopping~ willing to show out their true ''form!
hahahaa~ SH-ness xD hahahaa~ AKA~ ugliness xD haha
''long live our friendship!" =D

PS: do not throw the cards i gave u~
after ten years, reading it back..
i bet u will tears and laugh at the same time~
coz..i tried it before~ even without 10 years... =')

Thank You~

Popular" Fair~!!

21 and 24/8/2012

I went two days~
21st was with Miss Kam~ My dear dear dear ''teacher'' AKA my godsister xD
24th i went with Yan and Wei~ My dear dear dear COUSINS!!

There's nth much to snap in a book fair~
i hunt stationary more den books =X hahahaha~
and am i being lazy or im turning to a workaholic?
i realized i bought alot of stuff for my work...
''Curious----------"

Well i think im juz lazy~
Why wanna do them when u can just buy right? xD hahahaha
YUP!! IM JUZ FREAKING LAZY! =D


But I bought quite alot at the stationary section?
few hundreds? but 100-200 only la xD hahaa
but not all are stationary hahahaa xD
i bought very random stuff~ stuff that i cant believe i will buy too~
other then that... i cant believe i made it =X

See!! i sew all these~ a phone holder and a card holder..

Mario and Paul Frank xD hahaaa

i seriously CANT believe that i did these~

coz, my laziness din conquer my mind? seriously? xD hahaha

but i really need to do more sewing~ look at it~ it looks kinda ugly~ 

but hey~ at least there's the shape right xD hahaa

kinda got addicted to it~ tried to find more~ no luck ><

Meaningful book cover~ Is kinda cheap, simply and cute~ i bought 2 xD hahaa

The paul frank card holder xD hehehe~
it's not hard~ coz all the stuff are there~
so is less harder~ but it's still challenging for a person who dunno how to sew! hahahaa~
Im very proud of myself that i did these~
even though i poked myself for quite a few times~ and i done the mario holder from 12am to 4am~
the paul frank was ard 1pm to 4pm? Lol~
but they are so cute~ especially the Mario phone holder xD hahaa
so is kinda worth it xD
am sooo gonna take good care of it~