Outing with JoEe...Again~

2/4/2011 [Noon]


Cam Whoring while my mom toking ''grandma's story'' to me ~

Lol ~ she say about wat social life, den ur future partner, having diff type of frens ~
and i was like..Huh!!?
Lol ~ i noe wat im doin la ~ Lol ~

[My eyes like so swollen, eye bag so big man!!! =.=]
i look like chao gan-ing XD haaahahahaa~


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Well ~ im here juz to accompany JoEe to meet her 2 primary skul frens ~
I juz go la..since she dun wanna be alone..
and i hav nth better to do, and feels like wanna go out...
so yeaaa~ XD

this is JoeE ~ Lol ~leng luii right ~
so pressure whenever i go out with her XD hahaha~


i dun really like this picture ~
im juz curious ~
Y tat little ''dimple ~ cant be on my cheek? XD hahahaha!!
so ghey right ~ Oh My god !! hahahaa ! zhadao XD
But, i dun think i look good with dimples XD hahaa~




Had lunch ~
feel like vomiting ~
coz ytd i whole day din eat..
now see food oso feel like vomiting XD hahaha~
is a good thing ~ can gam fei XD hahahaha!

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After Lunch ~

watch movie ~

Sucker Punch!


Omg!!! JoeE's fren! he say no nice ~
he watched it once ~
2day he watching it with us agn ~
and he say not nice !
WTF!?? so Epically nice ma!! T.T


JoEe ~ after watching movie ~
Leng lui XD hahaha~


den go shopping ~ for a while oni la XD hahaha~





Cam whore for a while XD teeeehee~ XD

I noe ~ ur allergic to ugliness XD hahaha~~


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Everything Go Back To Normal?

2/4/2010 [Morning]

Wake up in the morning ~

Thinking ~

Wat an April Fool im having this year...
Hahahahaha~~

Drives me To Insanity~ XD Hahahaha~~~
Like a roller coaster ride =D

Im fooling myself on April fools...
im so epic =.=



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April Fools #8

Last Post for 2day ~

Been toking on the fone~ msn~ skype with alot of ppl today ~
but actually juz FEW of them la XD haha~



See Nat Nat ~XD hehehe~~

Even my sister asked ~ wats wrg with u today~
maybe she sees my statusssss on facebook ~
and see me toking to someone la XD hahaha~

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i really feel nth when there's some one ard me la...
but when there's no one...
my mind will screw me up XD hahahaa!

geng right ~
seriously ~ dun mess with my mind ! XD hahaa
it can kills ><
XD teeheee~~


Aiya ~ so contradicting la..

is nth la..but there's something...
Yes But No...
Change Yet Remain the same...
Happy yet sad...
Pain yet painless...

LOL!! wat im saying!
i hav no idea man! XD hahaha!

How? i hav no idea la..
stuff tat i heard still floating in my mind...
it wont effect me la ~ for sure..
juz tat ~ stuff tat said ~ is a bit ''wtf'' lo =x hahaha~
diff ppl diff point of views la..
Lol ~

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I meet a primary school fren of mine !
he called me juz now..

see on the fone agn~
come in the right time XD hahahaa~
at least my mind cant attk me xD hahaha~

he's my best fren ~
tok ard an hour ~
walao ~ so many memorable things happened back den lo...
Lol~ really do miss them all ~

they created a group ~
awww ~ cant wait for the gathering XD hahaha~


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April Fools #7

Haaaaa~~~

Everything will change...
things will be different after today...

What i saw, heard, read last time ~
will be Nth but a Lie.

Seriously ~ i proved it to myself d...
wat has been said ~
now i realize ~ it was all lies..

Haiz~~ Different point of views ma...
so yeah ~

Everything will change yet Remain =)

April Fools #6

6PM ~

something tat i've done...
is so Humiliating !

i swear i wont do it again ~

What i've done juz now ~ is not really as happy as i tot it will be..

although is like ~ ''I finally did it!''

But ~ the conclusion tat i get it's still saddening la...
i heard something tat i dun wanna hear..
something tat i dun like...

Yet ~ at least i know the truth ~
but truths are damn hurt la~

I really feel nth ~ is juz tat ~

wat u waited for so long ~ doesnt mean u'll gain ~
tats y im very impatient~
hahahahaa! XD

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i seriously heard something tat i dun really wanna hear ~
like...very hopeless all those type of words ~
Yea...but ~ at least i know la ><

Haizz~ but ~ at least i done it Now la..
instead of last time...
if did it last time...
for sure FAIL! and bla bla bla ~
but NOW at least there's a reason la..
right? >< XD

im like comforting myself ~
aiya ~ macam no face d la ><

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2 times d man !
hahaha~ so bak chi la...
both times oso in the moment when my happiness reached 100%

but after hearing it...
gone down to negative...

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fake laughing ! XD

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seriously ~ nth will change ~
im still tat happy ~
juz dun feel sorry ~
is Im the one ~ tat late? XD lOl ~

at least la...
rmb wat i said ~
better den i FAIL right ~
late at least, there's no reason to FAIL !
but still Fail la XD hahahaha~~~

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im typing as much as i can to make myself feels better....

Actually i really feel better d...
is juz there's something...! ><
maybe is ~ i got the wrong result''~
and something i dun wanna hear...

so ~ Yeah ~


Feel so bak chi ! xD hahaha~


I think i really need my wordpress!
coz i really got something wanna let it out...


and i still dun feel like goin into facebook la~
is like so different'' d...


Is different now...
i can see it...


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April Fools #5

Happy April Fools Day! =D

this is how i look for today XD hahaha~~

April Fools #4

I've been thinking ~
thinking in detail ~
thinking wisely~

i wanna tell ~
but i dun Dare to tell...

think agn~
i dont think i shud tell ~
Nat told me bout how izit...
think wisely agn ~

for sure i cant tell...
if not ~ is like im messing things up..

April Fools #3

Lol ~ is juz 2.36pm ~
but i already making the third post of the day...
Hahahaha~

I think i shud stop myself from facebook~
But My Gourmet Ranch ~ ><

Haaa!!! tired!! cried so many times ~
again and again~ i did tat agn juz now...
juz few mins ago =.=


Can you pls stop making me cry ?


Why.........?

You waited it ~ Patiently ~ But till the end u still cant get it...


I so wish wat u said is an April Fool's joke =)



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April Fools #2

5 Dolls - i Mean You~


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This is 5dolls
New trend song Let’s start it now

I’m getting confused ah ah
It’s something embarrassing to just say ah ah
It’s something I don’t want to say first
I’m really shy
Don’t pretend you don’t know

I put on dazzling makeup again and
look at myself in the mirror again
This is enough to find me out
Don’t you have something you forgot to say

I can’t take my eyes eyes eyes
I just don’t know whenever I see you oh oh oh
Men are so slow, so very slow,
they’re so tactless No uh uh uh uh
Whenever I see you ah ah ah
Like my heart will be all found out oh oh oh
If you’re not an idiot there’s no way
you wouldn’t know how I feel

Hey you ah ah ah
Yes you ah ah ah
I’ve feel so unfairly treated
I’m going to hold on to you tightly oh oh oh oh
Hey you ah ah ah
Yes you ah ah ah
Are you going to only look at me
when I call your name out loud

Are you really asking
because you don’t know Oh
I can’t fall asleep all night
because of you oh
Hate you, hate you,
yes you, stupid, stupid
Are you serious, how can you not know
Why don’t you know how I feel Why

Another day passes like this
You leave me again and go
Do you really not know or know
What more do you want me to do

I can’t take my eyes eyes eyes
I just don’t know whenever I see you oh oh oh
Men are so slow, so very slow,
they’re so tactless No uh uh uh uh
Whenever I see you ah ah ah
Like my heart will be all found out oh oh oh
If you’re not an idiot there’s no way
you wouldn’t know how I feel

My prettified self feels pathetic
I erase all my makeup and shout at you
Yes you/ It’s that/
I’m saying I love you Oh
Tell me what you want want want
Tell me what you know know know

I can’t take my eyes eyes eyes
Like my heart will be all found out oh oh oh
If you’re not an idiot there’s no way
you wouldn’t know how I feel

Hey you ah ah ah
Yes you ah ah ah
I’ve feel so unfairly treated
I’m going to hold on to you tightly oh oh oh oh
Hey you ah ah ah
Yes you ah ah ah
Are you going to only look at me
when I call your name out loud

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I've been repeating this song Over and Over ~
is a pop song ~ but it juz makes me feels sad..

Maybe...Bcoz

This is actually wat i really wanna say..

too bad is too late.. :)

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April Fools

1/4/2011 [Morning]

You noe how i spend my april fool?
damn torturing man ~

Cry until i slp~
wake up a while ~ cry agn ~
cry until i slp ~
whinning on the bed ~ den slp..
Slping oso got tears fall off ~
Wake up ~ Cry agn ~

Walao ~ pillow wet man !
so frustrated ~

damn la..im effing weak d la..
last time im not THAT weak ><

anyway ~
going to facebook makes me feels like CRYING MORE!
so yeah ~ i think i shall stop my fb for a while =)


Today no class ~
so , stay in my room...


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i'm sick of crying tired of trying, yeah im smiling but inside im dying.