Struggling...

18-19-20 May 2011~

I've never been in such tension b4 ~
Dunno why ~ this few days i've been pushing myself like HELL!

hav no idea why ~
been doing and TRYING to be best in it ~

College life isn't easy to handle ~

You cant get what you wan~And~ You'll get everything that you dont want.

Dear JoJo~

17/5/2011

Today is a public holiday~
Me and JoEe were on skype last nite till ard 1am++

We chatted bout lots of stuff ~
i so damnnn miss her and Yi Lian ~

So today ~ me and JoEe went out to Time Square~
Yi lian is not following coz~ she's having exam soon~

We din really shop ~
we juz sit down ~ eat and chat~ XD

took alot of pics XD hahaha~ feeling so ghey ~ hahaha
she cant wait for Iphone 5 ~ so she bought Iphone 4 - White~

Urrghh! so jealous! T.T











Awwww~ nice pictures right~ XD hahaha~


Yi lian and JoEe are like best fren ~
and we juz met in one tuition center ~
but 3 of us can be that close ~
hanging out, shopping together and chatting!

we were in hot n roll and chatime ~
we were juz sitting there TALKING~
we talk bout ALOT of stuff ~
seriously alot..
i feel so much better talking to her..
is like she's comforting me ~ and tell me how to solve or finding a way out...
and encouraging me that My way will work~

awwww~ how sweet right ~
makes me feel tat,
''you juz have to stay strong and believe that u can~ den ur life will go on.. =)''
is very nice talking to her ~
is like~ ur stress is almost gone~
by hearing all these encouraging things make u feel so good XD hahahaaa~


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we seriously talk about alottt of things ~
if like it will never end..
and i oso hope it wont end la XD hahaa
is so~ relaxing~~~

im damn jealous of her la!
She has a damn warm and happy family ~
a damn Good and relaxing job!
a damn cool and fun school frens ~
she's pretty, smart and nice~
and the most important thing is a Damn fawesome LIFE!

Damn envy weh!!
i was like...Why cant i hav a life like hers..

Lol ~ i was so jealous~

in this post, the word tat i type the most is ''JEALOUS'' XD hahahaha!!
seriously im so damn jealous la ~
but i look it this way.. i wan her life soooooo much ~
that maybe this is a push for me to be strong and live to it... :)
hehehe~~

she's my fren~ so im glad tat she's enjoying her wonderful life now.. :)


Take care girl~
Miss You and Yi Lian so muchhhh~
cant wait for the nex outing and hope v can meet more often :)

Update abit #2

Damn~ today go bac working~
damn shit weh ~
i go bac den drown me with work ~
i know u work sure will like tat la..
But not like tat la...

I planned it all out d ~
i will get rid of this job ~ according to my plan XD hahahaha!!

1st day of work i already thinking of quitting =.=
ikr~ im epic XD hahaha!!

i work bcoz of income oni ~
i'll find a way out la! ><
asap i'll find my way ~

i noe wat my mom said ~ it make sense la..
but u ready right before everything happen~
is a bit ''tiring'' la ~
maybe is right ~ maybe is wrong ~


Money can say it All~ ><

Update abit first ...

iS been so long tat i've stop blogging...
Feel so bad ~ XD ahahahaa~~~

Been through alot of stuff lately...

been asking myself ~ whether i can handle STUFF like tat ~
Am i suitable to do all these ~
Am i doing it correctly~
Am i giving ppl trouble...

Ughhh~ i dunno la ~
i juz cant wait everything to be OVER !
and go PD ! XD hahahaha~~~

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Everything im saying now is so hanging ~

Well~ 1st of all~

i met new frens~
Sue, Jack, Simon,Peige, Li Yin and the others la~

dan epic la this gang ~
damn fun ~ met them in app

But one damn sad thing is ~
im leaving them soon ~
coz mom wans me to work ~
so i cant continue attending the app class with them ~
but they're organizing an event to PD ~
so hope v can hav fun there.. =)

im so jealous of Sue and Jack~
they're taking the same course and they are like good frens ~
awww~so fun right ~
Yiish ! i so wish i can change to ADP to be with them XD hahahaa~~


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Some1 is damn irritating la ~
c'mon la ! u said u hate some1 ~ den dun help the person u hate la..
for wat ~ wasting ur time helping some1 u hate so much ~
and hanging ard with us like u KNOW us like tat...
juz be FOREVER ALONE urself la...
trying to get into the gang !
GET A LIFE 1ST LA ! =.=

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Haiz! Regret that i din do it earlier !
now scratching my head like mad !
but still!!!!
is not enuf time ><

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DAMN!! i blew something ! T.T
i had a ''so called'' little fight with jack!
awww make me feel so bad! ><

i was damn happy at 1st ~ but den he boom my mood ~
so~ hmmm.... grrr~~ so ~ like tat lo ~
i shouldn't have go grumpy right !~

IKR!!! =.=

So damn regret ~
the way i roll ~
SUCKS ! XD
im so sorry! ><
''banging the wall..''
i ruined it up! ><
ughhhh! ><

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See~~

my new gang of frens =)


me and Jaynelle ~

Sue and Me~~

Jack and Me ~


Simon and Me ~


Me and Carlos ~


Me and Akmal ~


Me and Peige ~


Me and Li Yin ~ and Sue ~



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Awwww~ Miss them already ~ ><


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I'll Be Back Soon...

How im gonna do this...

14/4/2011


V had meeting bout the so called ''haunted house''

let ppl zha ~
say i din giv any suggestion ~
WTF?
i din giv suggestion???
u serious ! i giv u all d ~
scare later say, i keep taking control~
den now i let u all say ~
say i din giv suggestion ~
WTF MAN!
make up ur mind la!!~~~


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Well anyway~~~




Frens went shopping ~

they bought heels~~
Nice and CHEAP EHHH!! ><
RM24 ONI~~~~

walao ~ for heels, this consider DAMN cheap weh!!! ><

we were in BM class ~
me and li lian juz go in for fun XD hahaa
Lol !


Trying to be dramatic in class XD hahahaa~

nth better to do ~

I was camwhoring ~ that damn Calvin juz hav to pass me a paper and wan me to write something ! Lol ~
see the picture came out so ghey! XD hahahaa~


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Presentation!!! ><

Gosh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i nid to read 10 slides !

my group members ~ 5, 4, 7 oni ~
I 10 OH!!! ><
Wtf ~ i hav a bit sore throat ~ flu and cough~
Y !! JESUS Y!!!? ><

well at least i pulled it off XD hehehe~
is kinda epic and funny while presenting ~ XD Lol~
ghey frens! XD


ours were like 15 mins~
other groups are like 5 mins~
shit ? =.=


one of my group mate ~ XD heehee ~

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I LOOK SO GHEY!!!
after this pic !
i for sure i know i nid a hair cut! =.=
i think this is my LAST set of formal outfit...

nex monday still got..
im so dead!! ><


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Went into the car ~
my mom screw me 9 9 ! =.=

WTF!
she scolded me for wearing tat shoes !

WTF????????????
she said tat the shoes are for prostitute!!!?

WTFFFFF?!!!
r u trying to say ur daughter like a prostitute!!!?
tat time dunno hu teach me bout something !
since den i rmb until now!

but den u say im wearing the shoes of a whore??

MOTHER!!!!
IS JUZ A SHOE!!!!

PPL DUN SEE SO MUCH THING ON A SHOE!!!

Ohhhhhh goddddd!!!!! T.T

i was like so ZHADAO !
in the car
Urghhh!!!

I wanna change something, she dun let me ~
Fine ~ Maybe she's right ~
Since i dun feel like being AWAY!
Fine ~ i stay ~ ><

But one thing for sure!
i wanna stay hostel la..
damn boring always go bac cheras like tat ><


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ahhh~ but i nid to wait..
coz nid to let the volcano to cool down ><






Either one!!
I WANNA STAY LA!!!
tired of everyday goin home ~
sitting in the car for hrs! ><

Jam!!!
wasting time la ><
GODDDD ><


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Addicted to Tumblr..

13/4/2011


Teeheee! ppl is reblogging my stuff~~~

Feel sooo different ~ XD


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Im so addicted to Tumblr and Twitter now!

Wei wei dragged me in to Twitter
Yan yan dragged me in to Tumblr ~

Im screwed????!!!


Haaaa!! at least im still DAMN active in Blogger ~
Whr both of u are already Dead here! xD hahahahahaha!!! XD


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Ao-Ex!!!

UverWorld --- OP
2PM!!!! --- ED!!!!


hahahahahahahahaahahhahahaahahhahahahahahahahahaaa
hahahahahahahahaahahhahahaahahhahahahahahahahahaaa

2PM first Jap album is an Anime ED!!!!

WAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!!!!

MY baby boys are all grown up!!!

Coming into the anime line ~ XD hahahahaahah!!!

SO EXCITED! XD


* FAN GIRL SCREAM!!!* XD

Sushi King!

12/4/2011

the lecturer gav us 2 feedback paper ~
Lol ~
i saw y frens ~ 3 and 4, 3 and 4 ~
mine is all 2 and 3 , 2 and 3 ~ =x
well ~ is kinda the truth wat ~

and then ~ there's a part whr u nid to write ~

This is wat i wrote ~

den i realise u nid to write down ur name and ID ~
Ohhh no ~ i dun wanna ruin my image ~
so yeah ~ i din write it ~ XD

Ohh yeah ! XD hahahaha!
Smart! XD

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Lunch time ~ Sushi king here i come ~

Went for lunch in Sushi King with ~
Calvin, Li Lian, Loiusa, MJ and Stanley..

i told myself ~ MAXIMUM 5! XD hahahaa~~

WASABIIIIII!! XD hahahahaa!!! the horror yet enjoyable~ XD haha~


Ohohohohohohoho!! looook at the epic squid! XD hahahaha!!

The sifu ~ rmb this dude man ! Calvin hates him ! LOL!!
wat happened was ~ Calvin asked him to take 4 plates of Sushi for us ~
He nodded ~
BUT~ he took the sushi to another ppl ~
LOL!!! all of us were like ~ WTF??
calvin so mad tat he took all the tissues and most of the chopsticks!
he slowly take it and stuff it in to his bag !
so sh man!! XD hahahaha~~

Damn Epic! XD


RM2 per plate ! EPIC !
max RM10! ><

Buddies ~ all waiting for their flavor'' ~ XD haha~


Ha!! =D ~ 5 plates! XD

What a mess ~ Sushi War! XD hahaha!


After having a meal ~ the thing u dun wanna face is ~

The bill! ><

RM100+ for all of us i think ~
Lol~ EPIC! XD


den later on~ i saw this cute little pig on my ''lecturer's desk ~
lOL ~



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