Struggling...

18-19-20 May 2011~

I've never been in such tension b4 ~
Dunno why ~ this few days i've been pushing myself like HELL!

hav no idea why ~
been doing and TRYING to be best in it ~

College life isn't easy to handle ~

You cant get what you wan~And~ You'll get everything that you dont want.

Dear JoJo~

17/5/2011

Today is a public holiday~
Me and JoEe were on skype last nite till ard 1am++

We chatted bout lots of stuff ~
i so damnnn miss her and Yi Lian ~

So today ~ me and JoEe went out to Time Square~
Yi lian is not following coz~ she's having exam soon~

We din really shop ~
we juz sit down ~ eat and chat~ XD

took alot of pics XD hahaha~ feeling so ghey ~ hahaha
she cant wait for Iphone 5 ~ so she bought Iphone 4 - White~

Urrghh! so jealous! T.T











Awwww~ nice pictures right~ XD hahaha~


Yi lian and JoEe are like best fren ~
and we juz met in one tuition center ~
but 3 of us can be that close ~
hanging out, shopping together and chatting!

we were in hot n roll and chatime ~
we were juz sitting there TALKING~
we talk bout ALOT of stuff ~
seriously alot..
i feel so much better talking to her..
is like she's comforting me ~ and tell me how to solve or finding a way out...
and encouraging me that My way will work~

awwww~ how sweet right ~
makes me feel tat,
''you juz have to stay strong and believe that u can~ den ur life will go on.. =)''
is very nice talking to her ~
is like~ ur stress is almost gone~
by hearing all these encouraging things make u feel so good XD hahahaaa~


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we seriously talk about alottt of things ~
if like it will never end..
and i oso hope it wont end la XD hahaa
is so~ relaxing~~~

im damn jealous of her la!
She has a damn warm and happy family ~
a damn Good and relaxing job!
a damn cool and fun school frens ~
she's pretty, smart and nice~
and the most important thing is a Damn fawesome LIFE!

Damn envy weh!!
i was like...Why cant i hav a life like hers..

Lol ~ i was so jealous~

in this post, the word tat i type the most is ''JEALOUS'' XD hahahaha!!
seriously im so damn jealous la ~
but i look it this way.. i wan her life soooooo much ~
that maybe this is a push for me to be strong and live to it... :)
hehehe~~

she's my fren~ so im glad tat she's enjoying her wonderful life now.. :)


Take care girl~
Miss You and Yi Lian so muchhhh~
cant wait for the nex outing and hope v can meet more often :)

Update abit #2

Damn~ today go bac working~
damn shit weh ~
i go bac den drown me with work ~
i know u work sure will like tat la..
But not like tat la...

I planned it all out d ~
i will get rid of this job ~ according to my plan XD hahahaha!!

1st day of work i already thinking of quitting =.=
ikr~ im epic XD hahaha!!

i work bcoz of income oni ~
i'll find a way out la! ><
asap i'll find my way ~

i noe wat my mom said ~ it make sense la..
but u ready right before everything happen~
is a bit ''tiring'' la ~
maybe is right ~ maybe is wrong ~


Money can say it All~ ><

Update abit first ...

iS been so long tat i've stop blogging...
Feel so bad ~ XD ahahahaa~~~

Been through alot of stuff lately...

been asking myself ~ whether i can handle STUFF like tat ~
Am i suitable to do all these ~
Am i doing it correctly~
Am i giving ppl trouble...

Ughhh~ i dunno la ~
i juz cant wait everything to be OVER !
and go PD ! XD hahahaha~~~

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Everything im saying now is so hanging ~

Well~ 1st of all~

i met new frens~
Sue, Jack, Simon,Peige, Li Yin and the others la~

dan epic la this gang ~
damn fun ~ met them in app

But one damn sad thing is ~
im leaving them soon ~
coz mom wans me to work ~
so i cant continue attending the app class with them ~
but they're organizing an event to PD ~
so hope v can hav fun there.. =)

im so jealous of Sue and Jack~
they're taking the same course and they are like good frens ~
awww~so fun right ~
Yiish ! i so wish i can change to ADP to be with them XD hahahaa~~


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Some1 is damn irritating la ~
c'mon la ! u said u hate some1 ~ den dun help the person u hate la..
for wat ~ wasting ur time helping some1 u hate so much ~
and hanging ard with us like u KNOW us like tat...
juz be FOREVER ALONE urself la...
trying to get into the gang !
GET A LIFE 1ST LA ! =.=

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Haiz! Regret that i din do it earlier !
now scratching my head like mad !
but still!!!!
is not enuf time ><

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DAMN!! i blew something ! T.T
i had a ''so called'' little fight with jack!
awww make me feel so bad! ><

i was damn happy at 1st ~ but den he boom my mood ~
so~ hmmm.... grrr~~ so ~ like tat lo ~
i shouldn't have go grumpy right !~

IKR!!! =.=

So damn regret ~
the way i roll ~
SUCKS ! XD
im so sorry! ><
''banging the wall..''
i ruined it up! ><
ughhhh! ><

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See~~

my new gang of frens =)


me and Jaynelle ~

Sue and Me~~

Jack and Me ~


Simon and Me ~


Me and Carlos ~


Me and Akmal ~


Me and Peige ~


Me and Li Yin ~ and Sue ~



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Awwww~ Miss them already ~ ><


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I'll Be Back Soon...