... ...

im so damn emo today...

although im laughing...

but im not truly happy...and im not using my full energy to laugh...

Stuffs tat happening around me...

will be solve soon...

But there's one thing tat will not be solve no matter wat...

if it's solve...there will be a shadow following u...

is like a Shirt with a Stain...

a white paper with a drop of ink on it...

for sure this will affect my future..

--- The graduation Video..

I solo the whole thing...

So the oni help i nid is...

Juz take a damn pic for me as ur solo pic !

HOW HARD MATHA FAKA !!! >.<

Cooperate abit la...i cant take i cant take...

i dun look good !
UR LOOK IS LIKE TAT ! HOW CAN U LOOK GOOD !!

TMD ! im sick of it d la !

i nid to pass up and u guys keep on dragging !

--- The Graduation Sitting list...

Ok, u wan me to handle ? Fine i'll handle it...

i used 2 period of time to arrange all the sits and stuff...

Girls Xx Boys...the perfect table ever...

Plan A Complete...

Text : Another fren is going...wanted to be in our group... =.=

Fine...Rearrange EVERYTHING...

Plan A Failed ! >.<

Boys 1 table, Girls 1 table...

Fair and settle everything... Plan B Complete...

Text : She dun wanna sit with the girls, wanna sit with him....

WTF ? Plan B failed !

REARRANGE EVERYTHING !

ok ! Plan C ! u dunno how hard for me to rearrange everything...

Especially for Plan c !

Group One, Group Two Printed out...

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Now..Group one is Us !

we already one gang since 2009 !

and all of us wanna sit with each other tat day...

v already one gang 10/10...

v cant add in and nobody wanna leave...

so group one is HAPPY !

Group Two...

are the leftovers...

There's a dude, he's not satisfied with the list...

actually i oni care bout the group 1 and print it out tats enuf...

But i've done extra work...

i write down and printed out for u all and u said u dun wan...

is not i arrange !!! is eveyone wanna be in group 1 !

the oni thing u can blame is urself..being idiotic and have no frens !

and nobody wanna join u !

Now i print out tat paper for u giving u less work! u still blame me for busybody?

Fine ! i'll throw tat paper away la...

BUT NO MATTER WAT ! U'LL STILL BE IN TAT GROUP !

BRAINLESS la ! coz tats the leftover...u'll still be with them to have enuf ppl in tat table !

U MORON ! =.=

one dude ! he wan me to change the list coz Somebody wanna sit with him !

I HELPED U TAT NIGHT !

I THINK ABOUT ALL THE ARRANGEMENT !

AND WAT U REPAY ME FOR TAT !

''If ur not happy with the arrangement u dun go la''

U SON OF A MOTHER BITCH !

I HELPED U AND U SAID TAT TO ME !

U say wanna pick and see ur luck !

Ok ! I TELL U !

the result is... 2 tables are unhappy tat day !

Bastard ! if u say wanna depends on ur luck and fate or watever shit !

Wat about juz like tat !

U're born as a Male!

She was born as a Female !!

Isnt tat Fate enuf !!!?

Bt u dun wan ! Coz u wanna sit with her , and she wanna sit with u...

SELFISH HUMANS !!! EVEN A BABOON IS SMARTER DEN U GUYS !

Ok ! The sitting list is settle...

--- The class Shirt..

WTF !? why i like suddenly incharge of this issue 1 !!!!

TMD ! not i incharge 1 lerh !!!

Fine!!!!

the gang means my fren tat say wanna wear it together and show off and stuff...

the gang tat im waiting for them to buy and wear together...

Suddenly say ! Dun wan buy !

the gang oni i Buy !

WTF !!!!!

Wat are u guys thinking !! >.<

Hu's the one hu said this 1st ! Now?

Fkers !!!

--- My family issue...

this issue made me cry in skul today...

(19-10-2010)

The most suffering day for me in skuL ! >.<

Last year...Oct

This Year...Oct...

The month of my bday...

is it tat bad luck for my family..

i cried in skul, i ran to the toilet...

-the damn video

-the graduation sitting list, how my fren tok to me after helping him

-the t-shirt issue

-my grades

-my future

-the damn SPM !

-my family issue...

The moment when im crying outside of the toilet...

i really feels like dying...jumping down from the building..

things tat happening to me...

i cant stand it...

Since last year!!

One year later..it happens agn !

I cant believe my life is so unexpectable...

i was expecting a normal girl's life with a Normal family..

im not expecting being rich, to be a star in Hollywood or watever...

juz normal..

But now...Is another story bout tat...

every year ! every freakin year ! must hav 1 family issue ?

i rather * Leave !!

i cant stanf it no more...

18-10-2010..

Another sad chapter of my life...

sis went out with her frens...

she dun wanna be at home...

i wish i can do tat...

i wanted to run away...

But i cant...

some1 is at home tat i nid to respect...

i really dunno wat to do...

My future is dead...

My dreams had flew away...

Tragic awaits...

I cant face problems...

and i cant solve it..

during all this thing, the oni thing i can do...

is cry...

i rather * leave...