I cant...See...

16-19/9/2012

Waaaaao~
it finally happened on me~ is not like i want it!! just that.. it's been spreading it's dangerous, and now i got it ><

i went out last night~
my eyes started to be VERY disturbing~
so when i reached home~
i took off my lens~ but everything is still blur~ and pain  ><
was a bit light headed~ so i juz went to bed~

Nex morning i woke up~
eyes still blurred up!!
i was so scared~
it doesnt hurt anymore~
so i tot, i just woke up~ so it's acceptable if my eyes are blur~

BUT!! 2 hours later, it was still the same..
OMG!!!?
*******Panic********
and it hurtssssss!!
**********SCARED TO THE MAX************

called up a friend to fetch me to see a doctor~
but CLOSED! because its a public holiday~
DAMN!
we went to Watson, to get some eye solutions from the pharmacy~
OH GOD!!
i washed it~ i dripped it~
OMG!! IT'S KILLING MY EYES!!!!
its like burning!! something sharp poked it HARD!!!
the solutions and my tears are mixing together!!
T____________________T

THE HORROR!!!

That was day time~
now night time i went to this 24hrs clinic~
that doctor'' gave me something to drink''~
although i cant see clearly but i can say! it's water!!!
colour and taste!! =.=
useless clinic~!! no wonder u need to open up 24hrs to earn =.=

i stayed in my room..without oning any lights or curtain...
since i cant see~ what for having lights~
the breeze i had when i cant open my eyes...
feels so horrified.. ><

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The nex day, parents brought me to a eye specialist..
this auntie call me sit in the counter and call me open~
she rushed me~
I WAS LIKE, auntie give me time laaaa!!
Lol~
den she dripped something in my eyes~
and i OPENED IT~
it's a miracle!! =D

but everything is still blur..
i only can see the shapes~ like shadows~

Doctor said~
i injured my corneal~
the skin came off alittle~

he asked me : U like heart shape?
me : "wtf"? errrrrrrr
Doc : ur right eye shows a heart shape of ur skin came off
LOL!!!
wat a cute doctor~!!
left was juz a round circle...

he said~ ur daughter is dumb to wear lens~
but She's not fully dumb~
she knows it hurts and she took it off...
some they juz wear it coz wearing it, it's like something covering it, so it wont hurt so much..
so they will tot its a way to stop the pain, but actually making it worst and get eye infection xD
but ur daughter dumb enough to take it off to make it hurts..
LOL!!!
wthhh parents laughed =3=

Even after visiting the doc~
little while later when the medicine that the auntie dripped went off..
i continue to close my eyes..

i spend few days walking with my eyes close..
and using my hands and ears to assist me to get through...
its soooooooooo not easy.....

the emotional i had in the few days...
i know i will recover..
but the process of waiting to open my eyes back..
it's very torturing...
u cant do anything but sleep..cant even check on my phone ><
 the eye drops i need to drip~ one i drip every 4 hours~ one is every hour~
omg~ i sleep an hour wake up drip~ sleep an hour, drip~
if i dont sleep, there's nothing for me to do...
and with ur eyes closing... u seriously will automatically falls asleep xD hahahaa
the eye drops~ are like sharp needle dripping into ur eyes! ><

Few days later~ i recovered...
thank god =)

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i asked the doc, can i wear lens agn nex time~
better dont.. doctors dont encourage ppl to wear them...
specs are the safest~
 or u wan laser ~ LOL

me being stubborn as usual : not even one year later...
doc : no~
me : wearing in special occasions?
doc : do laser~ we have this here...
LOL!!

so expensive the doc charge >< Lol~~

I had the experience of almost getting blind...
it's very pitiful to those who cant see...
eyes are very important...