What a Xmas Eve !

Dear Santa...

today is not a very good day for me...
most probably most of my frens are celebrating Xmas ~
Hope they hav fun ~

and oso went to interview juz now ~
i got the job ~
hope it helps in my... =)

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Haaaa... My life is rough ~
how many things i nid to settle down...
my emotions ~ my future ~ my thoughts ~
and most important my Family...

Why cant u guys understand...
at least sometimes my sis understand..
but she can get grumpy easily ~
den world war 3 ! ><

Today ~ my bro juz suddenly went mad ~
and keep scolding me..
is not my fault !!!
is not like u din live in this house b4 !
and u noe ur family problem !
but u oni nid to face few of them oni !
me and jie jie faced more den u !
u still wanna be like tat !

And now mom scold u ~ coz ur wrg !
But u blame me !!!
wats with the texting or not !
den how hard for u to noe?!
is not like u din live here b4 !
u scold me coz mom scold u !
and u scold me for not informing u ?
actaully u already noe !
whether got or no ! u juz text over hard ah !!
nid me ~ EVERYTIME to text u ?!

U come over on Xmas eve ~
mom hang up my sis's call ~
Both of them gone mad ~
but my sis juz a little while...
but my bro still mad tat my mom calling over to scold him...
he keep saying all those words about..
''one more time im not coming bac..''
''How hard for u to text me''
is like im wrg now ?
even my sis said is his fault!!!
im so innocent !!
i got say bac something ~
den he say more !
i dun dare to tok bac ~ coz i noe my bro is fiercer den me...

den i cry ~ URGHHH!!! >< AGN !
my sis ask me y ?
''is not like u guys dunno our family problem!''
u guys still wanna be like tat !
my sis see me cry , so she juz say~
i juz mad for a while oni ><
But kor kor !?

Conversation btw me and my mom ~
conversation btw me and my sis ~
conversation btw me and my bro ~

all in one day ~
im the middle person ?
i shud be blame ?
all juz hav to happen in xmas eve ?

after all these ~ 9PM ~
Sis go out..
b4 she leave ~ she say ''Teng, Merry Christmas''
awww ~thx~ it puts a smile on my face ~
Merry Christmas to u too =)